When I was a kid
I always liked to dress up like a superhero
The foam muscles made me feel strong
Obviously I realized that I wasn’t any stronger
But my actual knowledge of reality didn’t matter
I felt like I was stronger because I could pretend
To be someone else
Someone who helped people who needed it
Someone who doesn’t need help
At least that’s what little me saw
Do you actually know how you get stronger?
You work out, right?
When you work out
You tear yourself apart
That’s why it hurts
But every muscle fiber that you break
Is replaced by 3 more
That’s what little me didn’t see
That those who were the strongest were the ones
Who broke the most
They had fallen the most
They had cried the most
But even with all of that
They were the ones
Who kept walking down that path
They were the ones
Who got back up
They were the ones
Who had seen the light of opportunity in the darkest times
And no one gets there on their own
Some can act like they don’t need it
But without help
All those times that you break
All those times that you fall
All those times that you cry
They add up
Little scars layering up
One on top of the other
Until that one spot is so weak
That even the smallest touch will shatter it
And when a person shatters
Their scars get spread out
All of those around them
Get a little taste
Get a matching scar
And the cycle repeats again
That’s what little me didn’t see
That’s what little me couldn’t see
That those who looked like they didn’t need help
Needed help the most out of anyone
Those superheroes that I dressed up as
While they were so much stronger than me
They got that much stronger
By carrying around the weight of their pain
The weight of their trauma
The weight of their mistakes
The weight of all of those times
That they needed help